| | I had a song stuck in my head, but i didnt know where i heard it. It was weird....then one day i heard it!! It was coming from the tv. An add.....a pepsi add! It got in my head without me even realising...so now when ever that song comes in my head i think pepsi. Good marketing by them i would think. | comments: 1 Bobber or Bob for apples   |
| I feel i need to record this somewhere to make it real....to beleive it.
My life is feeling quite good, i have so many oportunites atm. Things are coming my way.
Im working 2 jobs, and i am still appling for others.....it is looking positive that i will be going to either tafe or uni next year. Haven't made up my mind exactly what im going to study. It will either be youth work or childrens services at tafe, and social work at uni.
I have long term goals, i have gained so much confidence. I am becoming me.
I remember someone once said to me, i looked like the type of person that would walk into a place and be the centre of attention, and full of confidence, but i wasn't then. I feel i am gaining enough confidence to be more like this though. I talk to strangers without a care in the world, im being quiet kind (even know teegan wouldnt agree with this, cause she hasnt seen me when i have been doing it). When im at work i used to be the quiet one just doing my job, but now i just talk to everyone and tend not to worry what they think of me (ok sometimes i have lapses in this but over all im doing well). When i have something nice in my head to say to someone.....i tell them. If i have a question to ask, i ask it.
I believing more and more in karma.
I am currently reading 3 different things. One being the childrens bible, and also an encyclopedia on religions, and another book with more of them in it. Im finding the more knowledge i have of things, the better i can understand them and respect them and so on.
Ok so thats about all for now cause i have things i gotta go do.
Im Happy!!!
Oh and we suck at keeping fish alive. | | comments: 1 Bobber or Bob for apples |
| | Current Location: | Home | | Security: | | | Subject: | Woot | | Time: | 10:19 am | | Current Mood: |  awake |
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| Twas Teegan and I's birthday last weekend. My birthday was great, Teegan tried really hard to make it special for me, and make it a good day and not a bad one. I just wish i could have returned the favour. I got upset and angry on her b'day, and then the day after as well.
We were trying to find some where to get our tatto's done for like 3 days. We eventually got them done here in Gawler for $130 all up including the cream for them. One other place was asking $120 for just one tatt. I will post a pic later of them. They are gemmini symbols though with tribal stuff behind them. The gemmini symbol on mine is an aqua blue and teegans is red. They look really good. We are worried about they way they are healing though, cause we have never had one before we arent sure what should happen.
It hurt a bit when they did the outline, but after that it was fine. No after pain either like with peircings.
Teegan is asleep in bed. She said we would get up early today, but she stayed up playing the sims last night. I went to bed hell early and have slept as much as i can.
We have killa here atm. I like having an animal around, but we gotta take her back to teegans mums.
We got Gemma this time last year. I miss our baby.
Um yeah whatever else. I dont write very often cause there is always to much going on in my head and i cant be bothered. Sad | | comments: 1 Bobber or Bob for apples |
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| Were going camping!
Tanya, Teegan and i are going camping! Its my first camping trip. We arent totally ruffing it cause we dont have all the stuff to do it. So we are staying in a caravan park. We could have stayed out bush but we had to go potty in a long drop, and the shower was 2ks away.
We spent today shopping for bits and peices we needed, like camp chairs, a heater for the tent, cause we have a powered site, and a cord and board to run off it, ah, we got thermo mugs so we can drink hot choc, we got a picnic rug which we werent going to get but saw it and liked it for $10. Tanya also got some board games for us to play, depending if a forth person comes with us, and some pj's.
Were going to Hawker, which is near the flinders ranges. It should be nice up there, cold but nice. We will hopefully go up to the flinders national park and have a look around, and also to Quorn to go on a camel ride.
CANT WAIT!
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| So im on medication again. I now remember why i didnt want to be on it. Ok i do remember but i wasnt feeling what i used to. These things are supose to take a month to kick in but mine only took a day on half a tablet!
I cant sleep again already. Im very tossy turning. At least im not desiring to sleep so much anymore. I have the desire to get up, and im finding things to do.
Mum wrote a letter or something like it to me the other day and today, telling me about how things were when she was younger, and i was a baby. It made me cry, but it was so good to hear stuff like that from her. I now hope to keep hearing from her in that way, and my lil bro and dad.
Im not going to coach bball anymore, well not atm anyway, there are to many dramas.
Baked my first sponge cake today, it turned out a bit heavy like, not fluffy and light. But good first try and doing it from scratch and without the help of a mixing machine.
Um yeah other stuff, but ah well. | | comments: 2 Bobbers or Bob for apples |
| | Security: | | | Subject: | Pondering | | Time: | 12:37 am | | Current Mood: | idiotic |
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| Hrm i have been wondering as i have been reading my firends lj's today, why dont i keep in contact with anyone anymore. Is it because im lazy, is it to hard to keep up with their lives with 5 minute conversations, do i want things to happen for them in their lives that aren't going to happen, is the friendship one sided because i would rather be a listener and all that, but cant be the one listened to? Lots of questions.
I may be getting a new phone, one that i can actually ring or message people, and i wonder if i will call or message my old friends.
Having friends frustrates me, it never used to, but now it does. I dont like it. I guess thats something i will have to work on.
Everyone seems to have some shit going on in their lives atm. Point out the good things, or i might start wondering why we all deal with lifes crap so often. Oh wait i already do wonder that.
Ok my crap is over. | | comments: 4 Bobbers or Bob for apples |
| What the hell is up with the L word????? There is like a crappy ass story line, and who ever does wardrobe SUCKS!
Um what else. I cant sleep atm. I toss and turn all night. Its so frustrating.
I cant even get a 4 day job at the clipsal, and i have experience in hospitality! Im pissed! Stupid people! Thats all. | | comments: 4 Bobbers or Bob for apples |
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